I wish I was sleeping right now but I’m not.
I’m sitting on this black chair wondering why I’m am sitting
On this black chair and not in my nice moderately warm
Bed.
I guess I know I’ll get there soon enuff.
Why is it so late 2 nite?
It feels like the day shouldn’t have started yet.
Sometimes I get scared of life.
Cause life doesn’t really seem to be what life could be.
Life only seems to occupy 2%
Of life.
Of enjoying life.
Love.
Don’t u know u can love?
I wish I know how much I could love.
Wish I know how much I love right now.
Crying never really sent those fucked up feelings away
Far enough. I always ended up crying again.
I wonder why I talk about emotions so much.
Maybe cause I’m pretty emotional right now.
It seems like the world is emotion.
Less than we can be.
I love.
Love is so scary
But it feels so good to have it.
I think we’re scared to feel good. Goodness Is Sacred.
It’s something alien to human.
We are taught to
Dominate.
Of offend. To push without knowing who
You’re running into.
I don’t want to push these
People.
I want these people to walk where they want to go.
